Sunday, 31 May 2015

Chapter-7-The exitement

Well i have to move on.I got an offer to work with a company with job security, and,finally one dream after the other is occurring by.I have to join by next month in their regional office.I'm pretty much exited about the new places that i have to travel.It feels so good to take a change from my linear life.I think it w'll be adventurous.I'm exited about the new formal dress i should were and also about new friends that i w'll earn.I'm wearing a tie officially after my school and i'm afraid it w'll look awful.

In order to move to a new place,first we have to forget about the past.And what if the past keeps taunting you through your dreams.The future  is always beautiful if you look through the past,right through it.Since my past was a little crampy i cannot look through it.I tried....a million times.But i can't forget her.Her fetish eyes,small milk tooth,evergreen smile and her lovely heart.Forgetting a girl is not simple as loving one.First i tried not to remember her for few seconds,then minutes,days,weeks and months.Now it's been over two years.All alone but never lonely.Then suddenly one Saturday morning dream, someone kisses you in the lips and gives you a tight hug with some tears sliding down, rewinding all your memory about love.It made me realize how much i loved her and how much she is important to me at this point of life,even though she doesn't recognizes it.Oh God....what should i do ?.Now i'm like trapped in an island without even knowing to swim.Either i have to learn swimming or i'll have to learn staying  in the island of mystery.Let us dream the impossible dream...

Tuesday, 21 April 2015

Chapter-6-Life is still life

Love's not simple as it thinks.It's very much complicated.But also seems very simple at some times.My college days are long gone.All the exams have been survived.But still there is a magical bond between the college.No words can ever imagine it's relevance.

Possibility of a true love story is long gone.But remembering those days make my happiest memories in life.Make me feel nourished and alive.But there is a face which i search in every corner of the world i look.How can i forget the face who filled my hidden heart with smile ?.
I let her go;let her fly high.Loving is simple.....then what's your plan after that.It's not at all the responsibility of commitment.What if she is not the right match for me.Well i don't really know about that.As quoted by the unknown 

If you love something... Let it go...
If it comes back to you...Then it's yours
If doesn't...It never was... 
I wonder if she is awake all the night,thinking about me,just like i do.I wonder if she smiles like me remembering the golden days.I wonder if her heart pounds each time when she sings a melody.Maybe she is...or rethinking ,Why Should She?Maybe we all don't feel the same.Even when we pretend to be happy,it hurts.I have been waiting for her with a beautiful heart and still if she don't recognize it, then maybe it wasn't meant for her.Meant for a companion to grow old with.Life is still life and there are retakes.Maybe one day ,she w'll come into my life as rain to dissolve all the tears that prayed for me.And before i quit,i'll have to try...because the best offers of life does not last long.

Thursday, 12 February 2015

Chapter-5-The day before the valentine's day

I met her finally....after a long drama of silence between us.We accidently had to meet for some other reasons.I found her in the corridor.She has changed.A lot....People change as they live,more prettier than always.My feelings for her were buried deep in my mind.My dreams changed.My hopes changed.But the girl who carved my soul still remained in my mind.I never opened the chest of feelings,because i know...if i did,i would have locked down myself in her heart were the key remains with her,which she didn't know;fingures crossed.I told u i'm doing my graduation.I'm planning to go to chennai,as a part of my studies.For that i have to try hard,harder than i thought.She came everyday in my dreams and gave the nostalgic feeling,not to go away from her.that's why i'm not talking to her anymore...

Today i met her accidently.After the usuall talks,i looked at her eyes "It were so intense that I want to look away . . . or never look away, I can’t decide".It's all upto her.I thought she never loved me anymore.I was wrong.She did.After a few minutes,her friends googled us from the staircase.I saw her and myself ,like in a mirror from the naughty smile which her friend gave away when she saw us both,talking,surprisingly happy.That's what a good friend look like.Thankyou friend.